Just leaving a message to all me g's who I kinda had me eyes laid on more than 3 4 times.
In other words who wore the ring for me and served. Im not sure but there's this slight thought that you might feel sad when I go through bad situations. but don't. to be honest don't feel bad. nothing hurts me anymore. you know^. you don't have to hurt yourselves because of me. love you all.
You know Im always coming back for you. ee.
yourboy,
Diaz
I think im 25 American 25 Russian 25 ceylonese 25 Australian today.
yesterday I met this gangster looking dude in the Parc recreational centre. he taught me a new way of greeting.
Old school, midway, new school, bang.
last night I met one of the prettiest chicks (more than pretty id say that innocent looking eyes. dude to be honest she like kinda broke me heart. ouch. but Im like really good with turning my sadness to energy by sending(purifying) through music and artificial intelligence.
ran in to this video. pretty much felt it was addressed to me. you know^
https://www.tiktok.com/@metronyme/video/7237520502070299931
slept in the shelter of ballam Parc last night.
also learned two new songs at the break club.
Australian big built tradie looking giant runs the breakky club. also I made friends with rose at the Bay Area community kitchen.
Can't Let You Go (feat. Mike Shorey & Lil' Mo) by Fabolous https://www.shazam.com/track/11246017/cant-let-you-go-feat-mike-shorey-lil-mo?referrer=share
Overnight Celebrity by Twista https://www.shazam.com/track/40113192/overnight-celebrity?referrer=share
im not sure what im gonna do from here. me plan is like real long. nobody knows everything. I repeat. at the moment it ends in November 23rd. might change. ee.
12:19
Im in the frankston library. i did some shit that i dont remember.
I noticed that when you connect to the power port slowly it sparked. but when you push straight in like fast theres no spark. this reminds me of sex. like when you rub there's gonna be a spark the gs cant help it. so they come after. so start slow at first if you wanna keep her for long. or maybe not. you never know.
bay area thoughts.
received a security update.
might do the police shit in a while. cause sentimental value. very surprised why most people do not seem to care about it. one of my first phones was oneplus. the slogan was never settle. i dont wanna settle tbh. but i want everything i consumed in my life to last forever. so when i fake my death or die or whateverthe fuck it ios i can do a museum shit and put the stuff there.
catch you soon.
dilettante
"person who cultivates an area of interest, such as the arts, without real commitment or knowledge."
V43H+W5 Frankston, Victoria
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update. switched to theres no going back.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Owe_WMCwpR0
I honestly dont remember what i wrote. i feel like its like ages ago. maybe its ptsd.
"එල්ලුම් ගහ යට සෙල්ලම් අපි කෙරුවයි, අපිට නඩුත් විසිහයයි. පරක්කු නැ අපි තාමත් නළුවෝ තමයි.
even though it existed on maps google and apple both in reality it has been cleaned out in DD.
Jody - cow face tattoo showed up in the morning. offerred me two ciggerettes. Before that I think I went to cranbourne park had cleared up my face. I was sleeping at the toilet block at crabounre senior club. last night there was this dancing class going on there. I wanted some hot water. I went in and there was a susie who helped me by directing to the kitchen and get boiling hot water. So I had and tried to sleep. But couldn't sleep. I started listening to my cold playlist and sspent some with it. It wasn't that cold to be honest. the numbers said its 11 according Siri. But felt warm.
I woke and started serching for nicotine cause y'all should understand the urge. I had vouchers from ann but girls from blocked me from getting it. maybe the reason for the morning one to block me was I asked for red. The second try was at when I was frankston. I sh0t the girl in the head. Didn't mean to do it.
In the morning after I've had my coffee and the ciggies Jody gave me I came to Square entrance of CP to smoke up where I met Hoffa(Arnold) He asked me whether I found a place. I said no cause I didn't. He said come on and pointed in the sky. I said have a good day he saidokay.
Also last evening I requested for a ciggie from a g who said that she is working at happy doughnut or some doughnut place where I honestly don't remember the name. And asked her to teach me to how to ask for a ciggie and she told me to say can i pinch a ciggertte which didn't work.
Last night before I slept the guy who gave me 5 and who made a kfc chicken a buccket popped up. He first appeared on the first day I posted the story of bat man scene where alfred says master wayne you have not taken any meals today.
"So last night he appeared on a scooter. everytime i see a guy on reminds me of scooter braun.
you prolly think my mnager is scooter braun but my manager is 20 hoes with budda-con"
The reason I went to frankston today was get my clothes laundered as told by Ann. but I think some of them were washed others were just dried. No mad at anyone cause even that getting done for free is a big thing for me cause of the situation that im in.
so there I met connie, jackie and mich. Connie gave me a new jacket (blue) and said that it is my colour. the way I see blue is noble. which reminded of the song by tory kelly dear no one. they were from orangesky or orangedoor group. were very kind. also jackie was like very motivational. I think she mightve been a cheer lady when she was young. like very aggressive kinda motivation. Mich and I did some money talks about my past where the two girls left. they were girls but like old. Age is just a number as I feel. Had a good convo. Also frankston poeple felt like more simple and shit. like more kind. with the services.
After laundry I had a chat with a guy who did prison who offered me several ciggies. he was waitiing to get food by community. He told me to belive in jesus. tbh for me all the religions are stories and theres a set of people whos endorsing their stories. and within each others deep inside the war is always there. its never gonna end.
At the moment religion for me is like set of behavioroual organzation routings who was set by a wise guy like me. ee.
thats. enough. I was so effin sad and depressed and feeling like a girl according to the culture I grew up with (where they think if a boy cries he is a lesbian). and jess showed up. so I was okay. she didn't just show up. I contaced the library and asked for her to come to work. Sorry jess if I disturbed your peace. couldn;t help myself. (also have to mention when in frankston jackie corrected this saying no one should ever trust a man who doesn't cry.) I don't know whats right, whats wrong. who to trust, whome not to trust. Thinking forward and doing things.
Also day after tomorrow is murder day pitches.
Im just writing everything down cause I honestly don't remember what I did on the next day.
Im not sure whether its ptsd oh what the fuck it is.
My mom refused to help me. She and I got a LKR 3 Million fixed deposit add commercial bank ceylon. I asked for a half like a week a go and she said that she went to gall face in ceylon(sri lanka) and lost all her IDs and stuff. I don't know how a mature woman go and chill with the fam in the beach while knowing his son is struggling in the streets in dead cold. I might kill her in my records. I have no love for her. Maybe the successor of Sumith Dias(who is dead in my records) might've blocked her or threatening her to say what she said. Will see I haven't decided yet.
Today. Louis from Telestra Cranbourne wasted 40 mins of my time. Killing you on my records. Stay Alert.
Yesterday morning I went to Cranbourne community center and met Mr. Harley again. He directed me to Ann. Ann is a volunteer worker there. She told me that she liked my pink lay low dress which was given to me by my uncle Nihal Jackson who currently lives in italy. She helped me by providing me vouchers for meals and a new jacket. which kept me from coldness when I was sleeping at the toilet block sladen street. that area is run by wilson security.
Yesterday at Cranbourne a lady who looked similar to sam the police girl gave me a pack of american ciggerettes. Server send her abundance good health and everything she wish
for.
Yesterday I went to AusPost and wasted like 1 hour. A old lady said that po box and mail redirection is free. but a young bitch wasted my time. RIP to that Ass and Pussy. Server do take care of that. bitch tried top charge me $358.
Also I met greg at greg clydesdale square again. He gave me 20 dollars we had a drink. had a good conversation. I was left with 10. I bought the cheapest but strongest i've drunk wine bottle from aldi and went to ray perry park where I did a bbq by myself. after that I went and slept on the sladen street toilet blcok. I was left with 7.50. i travelled to Dandenong with the intention of getting some tobacco since I was asked yesterday when I went there to come tomorrow by 8. I went there around but the shop was closed. How can I believe anything anyone say when things change like everyday. I gave 50 cents to a person from the streets and traded a ciggie. But the shop charged me 5 dollars for 5 cigarettes. i had one dollar left where i went to united fuel station and bought coffee.
There might be slight failures in the order. But these are true things. I got no reason to lie.
Yourstruly,
Sr. Omeshka Diaz
There was this g where I went and asked for a plaster. She went and asked a old blonde and she said no. after that the g went an asked for a black hair girl and she got it for me. that g was a q.
Me be like falling for all the pretty girls. Its just I can't surrender since I KNOW ITS A TRAP. G's take things from you when they are mad.
Yourstruly,
OmeshkaDiaz
I always connect dots.
https://music.apple.com/us/album/thank-you-shit-rhode-remix-single/1665323357
White lady in a 1RU number plate car where my intuition says from russia. - 20 AUD
Junior - Newzealand,Samoan,British (50) AUD (Web view)
White lady from gcs square - 5 AUD (Web view)
Steph - 20 AUD (coles vouchers) (Web view)
Scott from New Zealad - 15 from right hand 50 (Web view)
Some unknown dude - 5 and bucket of kfc chicken (Web view)
Had like 8 to 9 pills last night.
China helped india out what my intuion said.
Anu panjabi north indian charged me less and told me I don't wont to break you. I dont understand 100% what it is rn. I think theres nothing to break. Im already dead.
I honestly don't like indian,pakistan,srilankan girls, no disrespect, though. my ex bitch effed my head up. I honestly don't know who to chose. everytime I start trusting girls they bring me bad luck and I start loosing things and my memories which I adore to have. As G said maybe they only need dick.
to balance my self out im gonna use a lyric from kendrick "dick is dick is disposable".
I conversed with an older woman in the Perry park Cranbourne Victoria 3977. She wanted to burrow my lighter. But she stole it or maybe she was stressed and forgot to return it back. Also found out that I can barbecue. writng this line got me side tracked into one of drakes songs which is
"Booby Trap, we need a business office
Magic City Need a bussiness Office,
29, I keep a bussiness office,
Im in love with Houston, Dallas, Austin"
My today mornings muse was Jess Grayline from cranbourne library vic.
I had to listen to some cold shit to balance myself after that cause My plan is a little long. Might end on November 2nd or November 23rd. Less y'all know more flips and disruptions of the time will occur. I feel like the whole system is a joke. Until theres a system where everyone can understand I'd like to keep trying. I have nothing to loose. I don't need much. I just need to be alone, notice, and deliver what the world needs.
Adata athi wage. Amma ghosted me. I should be sad. But honestly I feel nothing.
